Had a dream you were comin, so I woke up and took a shower Sprayed cologne on my stomach Broke my phone which broke some hearts Cracked the window opened the blinds But the room stayed dark  I fell apart Brightness out my window Yet the room’s full of shadows If you were on your way, some things I had to let go Sat down on my knees and begged my smallness to flee Mirror mirror on the wall bring her here and never again reflect me Disabled my lust to enable my trust Ray of light pierced in inspiring my thrust Half dressed but I still felt naked Swam a million waters but your pools are sacred Suddenly aware that I was unprepared I cried in the corner, weeping to myself- my soul I bared All of my pain and misplaced reverence My demons tossed around feeling the severance More light scattered in as I awaited my twin I sweated a puddle on the floor deep enough to bathe in Got a sense she was coming and saving me My fear fell apart birthing my bravery I walked out the front door saturated in light Facing myself my strength my love my might I chopped wood in a torn shirt Planted bushes Stared at the moon that night, planet pushing Became a leaver not a taker Letting things be Felt on my manhood My internal senate elected me So if she arrives I’ll be solid, I’ll never fall apart I’ll recognize her with my eyes closed I know her face by heart

Had a dream you were comin, so I woke up and took a shower

Sprayed cologne on my stomach

Broke my phone which broke some hearts

Cracked the window opened the blinds

But the room stayed dark

 I fell apart

Brightness out my window

Yet the room’s full of shadows

If you were on your way, some things I had to let go

Sat down on my knees and begged my smallness to flee

Mirror mirror on the wall bring her here and never again reflect me

Disabled my lust to enable my trust

Ray of light pierced in inspiring my thrust

Half dressed but I still felt naked

Swam a million waters but your pools are sacred

Suddenly aware that I was unprepared

I cried in the corner, weeping to myself- my soul I bared

All of my pain and misplaced reverence

My demons tossed around feeling the severance

More light scattered in as I awaited my twin

I sweated a puddle on the floor deep enough to bathe in

Got a sense she was coming and saving me

My fear fell apart birthing my bravery

I walked out the front door saturated in light

Facing myself my strength my love my might

I chopped wood in a torn shirt

Planted bushes

Stared at the moon that night, planet pushing

Became a leaver not a taker

Letting things be

Felt on my manhood

My internal senate elected me

So if she arrives I’ll be solid, I’ll never fall apart

I’ll recognize her with my eyes closed

I know her face by heart