i love her 
 like forever 
 like in a way maybe i shouldn’t 
 my stomach quivers when i lay beside her 
 fantasies 
 of her being my first true love 
 of her climbing on me uninvited and kissing me 
 id grip her needs and kiss her tongue 
 serve her life and be her one 
 we’d walk the world as a spectacle site to be seen 
 from the day we met to last breath, we’d covet the time in between 
 she collapses me and holds me together 
 my secret muse by whom im enthused 
 she makes me laugh and i swallow it cause i like the taste 
 God her waist eyes and power 
 applaud her grace whats mine is ours 
 id drink her if i could bite into her shoulder blades 
 but i don’t know half of what hides behind her gaze 
 so i dare not 
 id be here either way any way for any days anyways 
 love her but don’t know if it should be   this   way 
 love her in leaps and bounds leaves me a sweet fatigue

i love her

like forever

like in a way maybe i shouldn’t

my stomach quivers when i lay beside her

fantasies

of her being my first true love

of her climbing on me uninvited and kissing me

id grip her needs and kiss her tongue

serve her life and be her one

we’d walk the world as a spectacle site to be seen

from the day we met to last breath, we’d covet the time in between

she collapses me and holds me together

my secret muse by whom im enthused

she makes me laugh and i swallow it cause i like the taste

God her waist eyes and power

applaud her grace whats mine is ours

id drink her if i could bite into her shoulder blades

but i don’t know half of what hides behind her gaze

so i dare not

id be here either way any way for any days anyways

love her but don’t know if it should be this way

love her in leaps and bounds leaves me a sweet fatigue